Interview over. I was a Nervous Nelly the whole time, talking too fast and sweating like crazy. Thank god for phone interviews so those people didn’t have to see me in person, I tell you what.

I feel like I did pretty well. There was one question I wish I would’ve answered differently, but the rest of my answers were good. They just started interviewing today so I’ll find out later this week if I get a second interview, which will be on Skype. I’m just glad it’s over with so I don’t have to be too nervous about it. I’ll be better prepared for the second interview if I do get it, and if I don’t that’ll be okay too.

I just can’t help but rethink every moment of every awkward interaction I have, whether it’s a job interview or a conversation with an acquaintance or an interaction with a customer. If I’m stressed about it I replay it over and over again afterward and feel embarrassed at the things I said. I’m trying to keep myself from doing it because it’s damaging and not worth the energy, so la la la this is me distracting myself. I’ll probably reward this progress with a movie and some pizza, or maybe by filing my state tax returns. WHO KNOWS.

BLURG.