I just decided to spare you, internet, from a long, confusing post that was filled with absolute word-vomit.

Suffice it to say that I’m not doing well. There are so many things I need to explain to someone, when I finally make an attempt it comes out so disjointed that even I have a hard time following along.

I’m not doing well. This is all very, very difficult. These next few months will be an intense struggle and I’m not entirely sure I’ll make it. Sounds dramatic but it’s true. I am an absolute mess.